PHD - Ready or Not?

I've got the email from JPA...said that I should write a proposal paper on my research...had to finish everything before 20th August 2007...then got to go for an interview...Waaa...dapat interview lah....tapi, am I really..really ready for it? Proposal paper tak buat lagi..baru 1 page..the email said shud be not less than 10 pages...So, I decided to call the officer...sajalah nak tanya betul ke 10 pages...and there...betullah... hehehehe! I'm lucky..very lucky... a young officer, just 3 years in service than got the interview for pursuing my PHd...but, it just an interview...dapat tak dapat belum tentu...but from the way they are talking, macam susah aje...since I'm young..off course they are going to give an opportunity for a senior officers...max age was 45...next year it'll be 40...the candidates were about **...and the creme de la creme is about ** ...so, dapat ke tak agaknya yer!! tapi, nak buat proposal tu satu hal jugak...it just a big issue for me...takut tak sempatlah! berkejar degan kerja yang banyak tu...then I've to selit2 time to write the proposal...banyak tu..just like chapter 1 in the thesis...warghhhhhh...nak nangis!!!!

Kursus

Dalam setahun, semua kakitangan kerajaan kena pergi kursus at least 7 days...So, ramai jugaklah officer yang muda-muda ni berebut nak pegi kursus, baik kursus kat dalam negeri (selalunya ini ajelah yang aku layak pun...hehehe) takpun kursus kat luar negeri (bila tahun la nak merasa pergi nih..takpelah!!)...Aku pulak, suka pergi kursus sekali-sekali ni sebab boleh release tension..keje kat opis banyak beb!! lepas tu boleh tambah network, kenal ramai orang sekursus...semua senior officer..kita yang baru boleh belajar dengan diorang nih!! Lepas tu boleh balik awal...inipun best jugak..sebab takde punch card kursus nie..pastu, boleh dapat sijil...so, this yr aku dah pegi 14 days kursus...oklah tu kan...100% lebih dari expected kursus...legalah sikit lepas nih..tak payah nak kejar2 kursus dah...boss pun dah bunyi, apesal aini banyak sgt kursus...laaaa....camno citer??? memang dah kena pergi 7 hari kursus, bila terlebih orang bising pulak, dah semua kursus yang aku apply dapat..takkan tak nak attend pulakkan? sape salah nih? aku ke? boss ke? kursus ke???

Kerja...Kerja dan Kerja....

Agaknya memang semua orang dalam dunia ni..celik aje mata kerja...kerja dan kerja...Kalau tengok workstation aku ni penuh berlambak kerja-kerja yang mengejar dateline...Apa itu workstation? Workstation ialah stesen kerja dan stesen kerja adalah workstation vice versa...Dolu-dolu before ada benda alah PC ni kan, macam mana orang buat kerja agaknye? Adakah workstation ini menambah mudah kerja atau menambah susah kerja kita hari ini? Entahlaaaa......

List of works need to be taken care of:

1. 3 Minutes of meetings
2. Surat Panggilan Mesyuarat
3. Establish penggunaan fail baru
4. ReOrg Struktur
5. Kursus-Kursus Orang

Oittt...banyaknyee...bila nak siap?? Yang penting...esok aku kursus...Bye byelah kejap keje-keje tu semua!! See you next week....

Kereta Pujaan Ku...

wahhh...very interesting to see many cars on the road...selalu aku pikir, banyak betul duit orang malaysia ni kan pakai kereta mewah-mewah..kalau 10 years back, susah nak tengok kereta-kereta mewah ni OTR. But, nowadays..as quality of life increased, bersepah exclusive cars tu...setakat accord, perdana v6, bmw...biasa jer lepak atas jalan tu..kat used cars pun berlambak...it's been like everybody can drive this elegant cars...by the way one of my staff is driving v6..wahhh...ganas betul!!

well, actually i'm also interested in buying a new cars...not so new lah..2nd hand pun ok as long as I get my dream car...what is my dream car? first I'd like to have Perdana V6...lepas tu tak jadi .. and I'd decided to have either kia carnival, odyssey, stream or sort of that mpvs..then tak jadi lagi...now I'm dreaming of cefiro v6...cantik giler!! tapi, roadtax for every year was about rm2010...mahal gilerr!!

agaknya bila boleh nak beli new car ni kan? before raya or after raya?

or after got result for my Phd application by end of this November...

Fikir punye fikir buatkan aku mengantuklah!!

Iman's Stuff..

Around June, I had to went for a course in Kelantan..so decided to bring Iman along with his ayah...Packing punya packing...I'm realized that banyaknya stuff to bring..packed here, unpacked there..sama je itemnya! hmmmm...baru sorang anak.......kalau 2, 3 orang? harus kena beli van la aku lepas nih...hehehehe...how's ayah? mama's suggestion to buy a van??


List of Iman's stuff :

• A basket of formula milk, thermos, water bottle, nestum, bowl, milk bottle, bread, biscuits...bla...bla...bla...wuishhh...banyak betul!!

• A bag full of baju - baju tidur, baju jalan, baju basahan, toiletries, towel, face towel, small pillow, blanket...bla...bla...bla...



• A small bag of toys, books and blaa...bla...bla...

Waaa...so many things to be packed & unpacked everytime we went out of town...

Saje-saje jer...

Di keheningan malam..chewahhh..iman dah tido sempatlah mama dia login blog, update apa-apa yang patut kejap...

Mesti korang pelik baca blog ni...macam mana aku dah boleh ada anak sedangkan cerita pasal pregnant..ini namanya flashback blog...aku akan cerita pasal pregnant, pasal life, pasal suami, pasal anak, pasal family dalam blog ni...jadi semua cerita akan bercampur-campur...tapi still ikut turutan life aku...

hmmm...haaa...hari ni aku terbaca komen somebody yang cakap kalau anak bercakap dulu daripada berjalan..itu tandanya anak tu bijak...ye ke? mmmm..ntahlah...terpulangla pada korang untuk menentukan....

ape lagi yer...oklah..selamat malam....

3rd Trimester.

On 1 fine morning, we've went for my check-up - 7mths check-up...so, as usual Dr.Hakim will do the scanning..and we're so excited to confirm the gender of the baby.

Dah twice scanned before, and gynae still detect we're going to get a girl..anything lah for me..as long as I'll get a baby that I've adore & want for so much time...

But this time, suddenly...Dr.hakim cakap....ooo, you'll get a boy..tu telur dia..dia dah turn around and shows everything...me & hubby apa lagi..terus gelak tak berhenti..suddenly, teringat kat our purchase made before..baju tidur kaler pink...then the gynae tanya, why? kenapa gelak?ooo...it must be the baju..ayah dah beli baju kaler pink ke?? i
t's okaylah..sebab nowadays boys can wear pink..its a style & trend...

Hik..hik...hik...

2nd Trimester

In this very 2nd trimester...

1. Muntah masih teruk - lari pergi toilet lepas lunch & dinner selamba aje...
2. Tak boleh makan atau dengar langsung Mamak's Stall, food etc. lalu depan kedai tu kat rumah pun boleh buat aku pening & muntah sepanjang hari.
3. Balm Panas Cap lang & Minyak Yuu Yee Cap Limau - tak boleh berenggang dengan segala macam minyak panas. rasa berat je kepala, terus sapu kat dada..berlarilah aku ke toilet..muntah!

Letih la kan muntah sampai lembik nih...tapi nak buat macam mana...whether I like it or not...

eh...eh..by 5 mths pregancy, gynae cakap maybe I'll get a daughter..hehehehe...dapatlah bagi pakai skirtkan...

dengan penuh excited...terus kitorg beli sepasang baju tidur kaler pink...oooo...sooo excited...

ini gambar masa pergi meeting kat kuala terengganu...tak nampak sgt perut tu! still boleh pakai t-shirt size xl...

tapi, sepanjang pregnant memang aku tak suka langsung-langsung ambik gambar...rasa macam tak cantik langsung dalam gambar!!!